Thoughts from the Heart.

I rarely post personal stuff on this space,

bcos someone whom I once don't even know hurt me from that incident.

I broke down so often recently that even my health is affected so much.

Flashbacks from the past on my mind, Feelings still the same. 

On my part, nothing has changed.

I once felt like giving up and no longer trusted anyone anymore.

It's like the ending is always the same -giving your everything & ending up w nothing.

Perhaps it's just me?? 

To me, I take it hard that losing a person prolly means losing that person for life.

No more, back to someone whom you no longer know anymore.

Just like a heavy stone in your heart,
that feeling where you can almost feel yoursef sinking along w your heart.

It has been months, 

& the one that has been stuck at that same spot is just me alone.

Have you felt so awful before??

How are you able to stop caring for someone whom once used to be your life, your everything?

I can't // .