call me a loser or whatever.

ima just gonna hide & keep myself away from you from this moment onwards.

nt gonna let you have the chance to put my heart on a roller coaster ride again.

it sucks seriously.

i should have woken up long ago.

thanks to my colleague's advice today.

which really slapped me hard in my face

& made me realised how true is it that i should put everything to a stop from now on.

after my tears have dried,

 the only thing i want is for my heart to die.